Thursday, August 26, 2010

Taking over the world at two years old.

Addy is becoming so independent! And becoming a crazy two year old monster!!!! I love it.... but then it comes to a point where I feel like pulling my hair out, because of how much she wants to do. Today, she picked out her own outfit, and wanted to put on her "schoose", and does not want me to read to her anymore (like I was ever really allowed to anyway!). But she says, "No mommy, mine." Then sits on her little bench, puts up her little feet up and blabbers away!

Addalynn has become a monster, the type of monster that is growing into an independent, happy, and self reliant two year old. I am so proud of my baby, well little girl. I can not wait to see what she becomes as she grows older. Her thoughts have become her own and her actions are based on decisions she makes. I am just a mother looking in on a small adult, who has the whole universe at the tips of her fingers. Nothing will stop her, she looks at everything and everyone, and says, "Nothing can stand in my way, I am almost two! And I will take over the world!"

LOVE IT!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Will it really change anything?

Ripped in half and unknowing the unknown,
Will the war end? No I do not see it...
Does anyone understand this horrid pain?
To be on the outside trying to looking in?
Unable to understand and not being told why.
Not able to ask, because I am not allowed.
Having to play by their rules,
unable to meet in the middle.
To work it out, would be ludicrous it seems.
But "would it really change anything?"
I suppose not, at least that is what is believed.
I miss you, I love you... But I am lost.
You do not care , do you?
Or are you being persuaded not to?
To be the only one at blame is insane.
To believe one would do anything for you...
Has the capability to tell you lies...
Sad, because he is right...
It will really will not change,
and Nothing will be the same.