Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Day Two: Strength is but within...

2/24/2010

*Be fore warned... this post is a little melodramatic! Today I sound like a stubborn, whining baby! I know... day two and I am already bellyaching! I am pathetic.*


BINGE
–noun
1.
a period or bout, usually brief, of excessive indulgence, as in eating, drinking alcoholic beverages, etc.; spree.

INDULGE
-verb

1.
to yield to, satisfy, or gratify (desires, feelings, etc.)

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These two words will never again blend together, like they once did, so beautifully.

Yes friends, I am still binging. It is day two of my HCG Diet and I feel horrid. After the mounds of butter and fat, food became monotonous. Nothing tasted... yummy. Not even cupcakes, which are always scrumptious and mouthwatering! Food has officially become my nemesis. I do believe this is the main reason for the binge, so you will want to stop eating fat all together!

EUREKA!

They are brainwashing me! Yes, this must be some evil plot. So evil that you are forced by your self awareness issues to buy into their product with hopes of being thin!

No, no, no... I have been really wired all day, and yet... slightly sleepy.... interesting? My partner in this escapade, Roxie, has not only been feeling nauseous but has been quite the character herself! I am told it is the HCG, the hormones freak your mind and body out. But it will not last; only for a couple of days, then the usual crotchety, ornery, and irritable mood swings will set in.

JOY!

I do feel sorry for my sweet daughter and way too loving and understanding of a husband. I am already a little crazy, adding to it will be quite disastrous! How fun! But, I must look at it from this point of view... it will be worth it!

We will all be a little worse for wear, but yes I do believe this adventure shall be worth it. I have learned from Spencer, my husband, that I need to muster my strength and press on when life throws you situations that you can not handle. He is a Marine. They all say that. But in this case, life did not throw this situation at me... I did.

I told you, I am being over the top melodramatic! Really, it is not that bad, I just am tired of eating worse than I normally do on an everyday basis. Seriously, I never eat like this. I have heart burn and a sour stomach from all the rich foods I have been shoveling down my gullet. Alas, I will stay strong, and eat my fat.

So I promise (for now!) no more quibbling; for the real fun will start tomorrow...

500 hundred calories... meet your match!


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